~Pink Fairy~
10.30.04 (5:03 pm) [edit]
oo oo my sis loves ths one amongst my poems.dun ask me y..she's WEIRD..lol.its an oldie:
A pink fairy
Weird right?
But i'm telling you
I saw one last night
Why won't you believe me
When i'm telling you
I'm not lying,
It's the truth.
It lifted its leg and twitched its toe
Then up came its hands and adjusted its bow
As i watched from the corner with growing awe
It moved its wings to and fro
Its legs in the water moved ever so slow
It wore a garland upon its brow.
But then i gave a sigh and it gave a gasp
And a fairy there was no more
Oh woe!
ahem..nm.
why the hell can't we leave this blank!?!
10.30.04 (5:00 pm) [edit]i got the da vinci code..i got the da vinci code!abt time too...asked fer it eons ago.so ths weekend will b fun..hv to give in the first draft of my research paper, do 4 cs assignment qs tht i dun know how to do, get a start on my presentaion (provided they can come wid a topic) AND practice maths while being sick..aah..wth..i'll STILL hv fun..c wid the novel and the movies and the party tomorrow..aish hi aish!8)
im gone..
~tension nahi lena ka..mast ho kar jeene ka~
im in!
10.28.04 (6:11 pm) [edit]its not official official yet but i'm in the hockey team.8)
got above the mean on eco. so kinda ok wid tht.:D
studyin' for econ' quiz so laterz.:wink:
For someone who cares..
10.27.04 (8:25 pm) [edit]i write such childish poetry..i dun kno y i evn bothr..o_0..lol.
LOST:
Love found its way to me
And i let it go
I had everything
But i didn't kno
And now i'm looking
For someone who cares
Someone who's concerned wen i'm in pain
But all i find is silence to meet my screams
All i see are shadows to meet my gaze
Deserted by all i search in vain
For someone who cares
web messengers
10.27.04 (6:12 pm) [edit]i ws telling my cuz tht i had accessed the messenger frm the university and it took her eons to get wht i ws sayin'...took the fun out of it..*sniff*
nehow if ur in a lab or a library or at work where they've disallowed messengers and installations and blocked chats and stuff here are a coupla site i found for web messengers (every1 shud already know em' but if there's neone out here who doesn't ths is fer em').a simple search on google shud get u sites fer aol and othr messengers too but since i dun use those i didn't bother writing em' down.
for msn:
msn2go
msn2go2
e-messenger
piglet-im
wbmsn
webmessenger.msn.com
iloveim
onlinemessenger
centova
only piglet-im worked fer me but it depends on how secure the comp. u want to access msn msg frm is so ne of the othrs cud work for u (edit:i've added more now).i hvn't checked the official msn messenger frm my univ. yet so can't say much for tht.it's still a beta version btw.
for yahoo:
yahoo already has a web messenger at the bottom of its site: messenger. it didn't work for me but again it cud work fer u.i cudn't find ne othr yahoo web messenger but i only had like 20 minutes to begin wid and on top of tht im sick today so hey do ur own research..mayb u can come up wid something.and if u do cud u please let me know.waise i doubt if many yahoo web messengers are available..my guess is tht everyone has just just been making do wid the official yahoo web msg.
yet anothr update: e-messenger now has a beta yahoo web messenger.wen it works its gr8 but thts rare.
tht's it fer today and messengers...i had to run out of a lecture and a lab session today coz of my tummy aches which has like nevr happened b4 and i screwed up the quizzes in the othr 2 lectures (again!) so ya today ws bad.slept early yesterday..early as in 1 am so tht ws kinda cool..not so sleepy during lectures today..lol.hope i'm okay for the hockey trials tomorrow (assuming nothing goes wrong ths time too).chal signing off.
'Almost' Romantic? Say What?
10.25.04 (11:13 pm) [edit]im at the library researching my paper and i just ran across ths:http://eserver.org/home/tom/soap_romanti c.html" title="http://eserver.org/home/tom/soap_romanti c.html" target="_blank"http://eserver.org/home/tom/s...
i liked it..kindof..
weird weird weird
10.24.04 (5:52 am) [edit]umm...so today ws weird..er i hvn't been to kids stores in a decade..definitely weird.enuff sed.me no writing more.
but hey me got some killer movies frm my friend only they were dvds and we dun hv a dvd player so i ugggh..can u believe i watched tango and cash instead??not a bad movie btw but i almost never watch movies twice so tht ws kinda sad wen u think abt it..:cry:
finished angees and demons by dan brown yesterday..cool yaar.fit.
and hey i didn't listen to rock today...not once.ofcourse it cud b coz i ws out all day but wth..its something!!and its new!!so its umm...nice?dun kno why im all excited rite now :D..not a bad day inspite of the weird shopping and the awkwardness and and..no im not sayin' it.cheerios :wink:
song of the day:dil duba-khakee
stupid, stupid, stupid!
10.22.04 (8:59 pm) [edit]i got stuck at univ. AGAIN! stupid hockey trials..they didn't give enuff warning so very few girls showed up which means the evening has been a waste.i cud call home..but i dun wnt to disturb mom.
not the selector's fault thou..the society ppl screwed up. stupid day-scholar status..stupid, stupid stupid!
tht too..
10.20.04 (11:48 pm) [edit]i almost forget..i've been assigned to the Human Resource Department.not too shabby.
~EnJoY!:D
me..or u?
10.20.04 (11:33 pm) [edit]a wasted youth,
a rebel too lazy to rebel,
a revolutionary unaware of wht to revolt for,
a visionary still waiting,
a disgruntled soul,
seemingly at peace,
a loser unable to even lose,
a cry for change still unshouted,
a plea for reform still doubted,
perhaps a wanna-be,
perhaps a would-be,
i guess in time we will see.
weird..
10.20.04 (9:47 pm) [edit]stayed bck to open fast at univ. it ws fun.its a little weird here in the library building thou..noone's around and the labs and library are shut.
going to sana's saturday..or so the plan goes.
dun wnt to write much here so goin.tc.:wink:
nice
10.19.04 (6:10 am) [edit]hey my kid sis wrote ths:
Out in the night,
As dark as it gets,
As lost as i feel,
I feel more at home,
Than in the friggin light,
Where my fears define themselves.
cool, na?
it wasn't me..
10.18.04 (2:47 pm) [edit]i did come up wid 3 topics...i did! i did! i did! the last one just b4 i fell asleep..its not MY fault i dun remember now..
freaks
10.18.04 (3:54 am) [edit]ka went all sensitive on me AGAIN...two days straight now...once more and...i'll butcher him!!i will too.
i can't take excessive unreasonable sensitivity...i can't.if ppl keep going serious on me...argghh!!
i dun like being confused either.always b sensitive so i know i'm talking to a glass-friend or stay cool.
freaks everyone of em'.
~?~
10.17.04 (9:20 pm) [edit]i hv to decide on 3 research topics by tomorrow but it's so hard to pick em'.ok the list so far:
1.free song downloads:shud they b legalized?
2.book,music,movie,software piracy:is it justified?
3.rock movement:peak?(actually i'm trying my damndest to turn nething related to rock into a topic but it's a tuffie.no controversy there, nothing i can take a stand on and argue for...which unfortunately is a requirement for ne topic we choose.i probably cud find something to write on but it's only worth it if u really believe in something coz tht's the only way it's gonna come out beautifully...and so far i hv zilch.stil rock is something tht interests me so i stil hv a shot)
4.blogging??
i've been going thru rock history and it's really detailed and stuff...shud hv a viable topic by monday...hopefully.hvn't started on the first 2 topics yet.hv feeling if i decide on them then i'll end up writing it all myself and since it's supposed to be a research topic i'm not sure if tht's a good thing...i'm not even sure i'm capable of writing 3000 words all by myself.mayb i shud just pick an easy topic like most kids do...u know stuff tht hv lots of stats and info on em' like 'role of women' or 'child abuse' or 'are we really heading towards democracy'...naaaah!!hey cud i possibly write something on blogging?stil thinkin' on tht...
song:'still loving u' by scorpions
mood:impatient
real friends
10.17.04 (12:31 am) [edit]
let's kill the homeless..
10.16.04 (9:50 pm) [edit]A SENSIBLE PROPOSAL
BY J.PINKERTON
Let's kill the homeless.
And please -- don't misunderstand me. I don't mean to throw around a line like "we should kill the homeless" loosely. No, I wouldn't suggest for a second that we should "kill the homeless" as some kind of trite, tongue-in-cheek Swiftian homage. You, the reader, are above that. I'm above that. Even if you're not above that -- well, I am.
So, no -- I don't say "we should kill the homeless" satirically, but rather as a means to say that we should quite seriously eradicate them off the face of the earth, leaving nothing but silence and a thin, cartoonish wisp of smoke.
Not kill them to eat them. Not kill them as part of some grand, despotic, sociological design. Not kill them for entertainment purposes, even though it would be funny. No. Kill them simply so they'd be dead and never come back.
Now, before you jump all over me for this, please allow me the opportunity to explain. I think you'll find my rationale sound, my reasoning as unblemished as buffed porcelain. First and foremost among my reasons, I should state clearly, is that I like my change. I enjoy change. I find it useful -- for buying things and whatnot. Owning no washer/dryer combo, I find I'm constantly in need of it to wash my shirts and pants.
Following this line of reasoning to its logical conclusion, we should kill the homeless. When faced with the embarrassment and aggravation I would most certainly suffer in denying the homeless my laundry change when they ask for it, I propose that just getting rid of them altogether would make a lot more sense. Were they utterly dead, I could walk down a street without having to listen to them shriek like crazy people when I try to soberly explain that I can't give them money to eat because I need to wash pants.
Bringing us to the second point: all that shrieking. Man. They shriek a lot, loudly, often about Jesus, and make no sense at all. One might begin to suspect, in fact, that they're crazy -- to which I put forward that this might very well be the case.
After all, they do live on streets. Chew on that for a minute, because it's pretty odd when you think about it. Streets are for walking and driving, not for sitting and shrieking. If you and I were walking down the street, for instance, going to, let's say, a bookstore, though really we could be doing pretty much anything -- I'm fairly easygoing, and if you had some errands or something to maybe run and you just wanted some company, I'd be up for that -- but in any case, we're walking, and suddenly I say "Excuse me" or something, sit down on the street, and start shrieking about Jesus.
"Whoa," you might think. "This guy's crazy." Maybe you're even rethinking the whole day, piecing together an excuse in your head to do your errands alone. And the whole time I'm breaking your concentration by yelling at the high threshold of human hearing that Jesus is the Savior of all mankind, and what do you mean you have to do laundry, give me money.
I'd bet safe money you'd think I was at the very least odd. Moreover, you'd be right. Well then, let me lay this on you -- homeless people do that kind of thing all the time. They don't even have errands. Or if they do, then all that yelling and begging probably is the errand.
This callous and wanton disregard for the mores of society would, I can safely assure you, stop very very suddenly if we were to really roll up our sleeves and kill all of them. Dead men tell no tales, after all. More to the point, they don't shriek when you prop them up on street corners and put change cups in their stiff fingers. They're actually soothingly quiet and unobtrusive. Like a waft of summer air off the ocean. Except dead, and with a tin cup.
Thirdly: homeless people are probably evil. One only has to use a modicum of common sense to figure out that anyone sitting and shrieking on streets when they should be mowing their lawns and watching real-life castaway shows is no doubt a shifty and suspicious villain of mystery. While everyone else sleeps honestly in their store-bought beds, foul-smelling men are stalking our good streets and maliciously sitting on them.
Sitting for good? No. Sitting for change. Sitting the decency out of America.
"Well," you're probably thinking, "why doesn't someone just kill the homeless." And that's fantastic, because I was thinking the exact same thing.
Fourthly: because you know anyone willing to rob an innocent victim (me) of clean laundry (mine) is capable of absolutely anything. Murdering the President, even. I mean, they don't have guns, true, but I don't think this an adequate yardstick for measuring character. Homeless people can't afford guns. Think for a moment, though -- what if you could buy guns with change? Then every homeless person would have a gun. No laundry would ever get done. Society would topple, not from the anarchy, but from the stench. It would just sort of keel over. Now, call me wrong, but I find that kind of idea pretty depraved.
The solution? You guessed it, friend. Kill them all.
Finally: as if all of that shrieking and sitting and government official slaughter weren't enough grounds for a prompt and expedient countrywide eradication of the homeless, they're also all very ugly. The homeless have passed far from what society would deem conventionally unattractive and landed miles further into a dark carnival of Streisandesque deformity. Yes, your bleeding hearts will moan about their human rights, but I think they're missing an important point, which is that the homeless are profoundly ugly. Did i just repeat myself?But the point is its a point worth repeating!
In summation: we have everything to gain by killing the homeless. And even if this ends up not being true, and in fact we gain nothing from it, at least we don't lose much. It's not like they were saving our seats in the theater or anything. If they were doing that, there might be a few stragglers to my proposal. As it stands, however, we seem to be in the clear. The only problem I can see is the irrational outrage of a small faction of whiny crybabies.
Bringing me to my addendum: we should probably kill said crybabies before we kill the homeless, so they won't give us all headaches when we shoot every homeless person in the back. After that, we should probably also kill all the people the homeless people used to hang out with, so they won't be bringing us down at otherwise-fun parties. And after that, we should probably stop killing people altogether, leaving merely the threat of killing more people if any sass about the homeless killing was forthcoming. But probably no more killing, because at this point we'd have an awful lot of bodies lying around everywhere, so everything would stink pretty bad for a while. I'd guess we'd have to institute at least a six-month grace period before we killed any more people, at which point further suggestions could be submitted for my approval.
Clearly my reasoning is flawless, my methods precise. Grab your weapon of choice, my brothers and sisters, and let's go kill the homeless! But wait -- the crybabies first! Then the homeless! Then the people who hung out with them! Then rounding it all off with follow-up reprimands of death to anyone giving us sass! Then a six-month no-kill grace period! Then a write-in suggestion campaign for further killings!
To the streets!
oh yeah!!
10.16.04 (6:26 pm) [edit]me exams over..enuff abt THAT.
kukker wnted to tell me something and it WAS funny..but she had to study so i'll get the full thing later i guess.ani ws online...weird..its like the guy just waits or something..not tht bad today thou.aks..same same.
those r all da ppl who've made me laugh in the last hour..lucky me.okay so now im gonna check if bride and prejudice is on..in ENGLISH!!!
~bubbye!:D
Brain Mush..
10.15.04 (6:36 am) [edit]of all the stupid things to do i HAD to make a blog community at orkut..*shoots herself:BANG!*..
privacy gone..help!! gulp..nehow moving rite along..i did promise myself i wudn't delete the place if atleast 5 ppl join up by the end of the month so it'll keep til then i suppose.:(
went fer job interview..at first i ws just like i HAVE to get outta ths somehow but i thought i wudn't b able to so it all boiled down to 'public dealing' and 'report-making and file-handling' and stuff OR gee whiz..a possibly worse job wid a 0.000000000001% (i ws mighty pessimistic today) of it turning out to b better..man, scary scary odds those.
came home..got hold of file..found there's a 99% chance i cud just wiggle out of it and everything ws fine till it hit me tht i mite actually wnt to do a job so i'm bck to square one..*sob*..me no like quicky decisions and i hv to deal wid it all TOMORROW!!
ok pros:
learn how to deal wid ppl (duh!)wud look nice on apps (hv WAY to many activities nehow)
experience?
a possible reason to complain more and say goodbye to more chores and and and...~endless~ (good one..counts as 2 :D)
cons:
four freakin' hrs of my precious (it is TOO!!) time evry week
no pay
possible evil evil employer... (i'll leave tht one to ur imagination)less study less time...(really?..naah..who studies nehow?..anothr strike-thru comin' rite up!)
less fun time?yeah..THAT definitely counts!
hmm...4-4..bad, very VERY bad..
chal study break over...hv mid-term today..
bas apun ko fail nahi hone ka..apni bhi koi izzat hai na...8)
*whistles..*
10.13.04 (9:22 am) [edit]heyyyyy...i just noticed..the timing on my blog's all wrong..its 5:20AM rite now..m u s t...f i x...
laterz..
oct 9
10.13.04 (9:15 am) [edit]october 9th entry:
change...
so many ppl hv been tryin to tell me...the world is changing..i'm too protected, i cannot see. i hv met so many cynics, so many ppl who dun believe there is a place for integrity and honour in ths world.mayb i've been wrong all along, mayb things are different frm wht i believe..but i doubt it.just because u meet ppl who are scum doesn't mean u hv to follow suit and tht tht's the only way u'll survive and besides i can't b the only one who again and again meets nice ppl (alongside the scum ofcourse)...in the words of someone (a royal jerk) who ws trying to convince me otherwise ths morning:'balls'..to all ppl who think tht they're in wid it..who think they know..to the lowest of the low who believe its okay to b the way they are coz everyone is...how can they delude themselves so?how can they justify wht they do?wht do they get frm it nehow?oh yea...he told me tht too..'kicks'..define tht please..someone?neone?
oct 4
10.13.04 (9:13 am) [edit]october 4th entry:
A Prison Diary:Hell
its tuff to write an entry wen songs r being downloaded on a 56k modem..neither of my blogs would open.so nehow i'm going to upload ths later then.the thing is instead of studyin' like i shud hv been i took to reading (no surprise there) and its kindof interesting, ths diary.everyone knows no matter how much u hv u always wnt more but few try and count the blessings they hv.some things mean a helluva lot depending on the circumstances and it's only wen u fall u frm grace do u tend to realize how much u really had.these words in Archer's book 'A Prison Diary' explain very well wht i'm trying to say:
End of Day7:'The pillows are a little softer than those on Block Three, for which i am grateful.'
btw Archer happens to b a millionaire...small blessings make up a lot u know.do not forget..
Rock & Roll
10.13.04 (8:24 am) [edit]btw since im discontinuing use of my othr blogs...atleast until a lightning bolt strikes me and i go crazy all over again...im gonna shift some of my entries here over time..like ths one..
ROCK AND ROLL
Love and death and an American guitar
MUSIC: Jim Steinman - LYRICS: Jim Steinman
I remember everything!I remember every little thing as if it happened only yesterday.
I was barely 17 and I once killed a boy with a fender guitar.
I don't remember if it was a Telecaster or a Stratocaster,but i do remember that it had a heart of chrome and a voice like a horny angel.
I don't remember if it was a Telecaster or a Stratocaster, but I do rememberthat it wasn't at all easy.
It required the perfect combination of the right powerchords and the precise anglefrom which to strike.
The guitar bled for about a week afterwards and the blood was ooh...
dark and rich like wild berries.
The blood of the guitar was Chuck Berry red!
The guitar bled for about a week afterwards and it rung out beautifully ,and I was able to play notes that I had never even heard before.
So I took my guitar and I smashed it against the wall!!
I smashed it against the floor!!
I smashed it against the body of a varsity cheerleader!!
I smashed it against the hood of a carI smashed it agianst a 1981-Harley Davidson...
The Harley howled in pain, the guitar howled in heat!
I ran up the stairs to my parents bedroom
Mommy and Daddy were sleeping in the moonlight
slowly I opened the door creeping in the shadows right up to the foot of the bed
I raised my guitar high above my head and just as I wasabout to bring the guitar crashing down upon the center of the bedmy father woke up screaming:
"stop...wait a minute..stop it,boy"
"what do you think you're doing???That's no way to treat an expensive musical instrument"
And I said "god damn it, daddy!!! You know I love you....."
"BUT YOU GOT A HELL OF A LOT TO LEARN ABOUT ROCK AND ROLL!!!!!"
...and i like it!!!
~peace~
o_0
10.13.04 (8:18 am) [edit]i'm going to make me some fries now...hehe..i pity the poor sod who ever decides to follow ths blog..*grins evilly*..i'm gonna continue to fill it up wid wid every useless detail of my existence..i'm gonna devote myself to writing vague entries and making banal observations..i'm gonna make u hate urself so much for ever hvin the foolishness to access ths page..i'm gonna chew up ur brains and spit-em-out and enjoy doing it....and i'm thinking mayb studyin' (or not..) has fried my brains a mite'..
chal me leavin' now.
'we dun need no edu...'
10.13.04 (3:40 am) [edit]deleted one of my other blogs...*phew*...no more mushiness for me..
mid-terms around the corner...sick of studyin'...evil evil education system o_0 .muh fav. song these days seems to b 'another brick in the wall'...*sings:we dun need no education....*
err..better get bck to studyin now..
why?
10.12.04 (7:50 am) [edit]i can take a lot but at some even i break..it's getting to be too much.mayb i shud just go away..but its hard u know..it ws hard 5 yrs ago and it will always b hard.
y r ppl like tht?how can they change so much so fast?how can they hurt their closest friends so?whts in their minds?wht r they trying to do?whts the reason behind it all?one day i WILL hv answers..one day..
finally..!!
10.12.04 (6:22 am) [edit]instead of changin' the font i changed the bckground..
sleepy..*yawn*..o_0
check it out!!
10.12.04 (5:48 am) [edit]i re-vamped muh blog! it looks nice but the font IS really hard to read..i'll do something abt it one of these days...(meaning:waaaayy in the future..lolz)..
~jus' chillin'
Deciever..
10.12.04 (3:05 am) [edit]Eye In The Sky
(Lead vocal - Eric Woolfson)
Don't think sorry's easily said
Don't try turning tables instead
You've taken lots of Chances before
But I'm not gonna give anymore
Don't ask me
That's how it goes
Cause part of me knows what you're thinkin'
Don't say words you're gonna regret
Don't let the fire rush to your head
I've heard the accusation before
And I ain't gonna take any more
Believe me
The sun in your Eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing
Chorus:
& nbsp; I am the eye in the sky
& nbsp; Looking at you
& nbsp; I can read your mind
& nbsp; I am the maker of rules
& nbsp; Dealing with fools
& nbsp; I can cheat you blind
& nbsp; And I don't need to see any more
& nbsp; To know that
& nbsp; I can read your mind, I can read your mind
Don't leave false illusions behind
Don't Cry cause I ain't changing my mind
So find another fool like before
Cause I ain't gonna live anymore believing
Some of the lies while all of the Signs are deceiving
arghh..
10.11.04 (9:14 pm) [edit]so yesterday ws bad..maha bad..maha maha bad..dun know wht made me actually say tht..it just freakin' came out and x stuck on it ofcourse..the..gaah..nm.i just hate x..i hope x 'drowns' and its painful.
sunday
10.10.04 (11:31 pm) [edit]made publicity manager fer LCSS..didn't check mail thursday nite and server ws down friday and saturday so didn't know till today..missed its thursday meeting and the LCSS event over the weekend coz of ths.
mom loved the downloaded songs.
today..
10.10.04 (6:24 am) [edit]ash wuz online..talkin to her parents so told her to carry on.bought lots of old rock cds..so far love pink floyd.am downloading alan parson's project fer mom.pic scans didn't come thru.
black magic
10.09.04 (1:02 am) [edit]okay so the drama line meeting ws a dud..lol.
caught up on maths..dun look so tuff.
okay tht's al i feel like writin' fer now so ciao.
update
10.08.04 (3:02 am) [edit]i thought i ws okay today.i guess having fun makes u unaware tht ur still not allright...still hv the slight headache and the temperature to go wid it.oh man..it's really not tht bad but do i hate feeling even the slightest bit unwell.
nehow tht blog i wnted to set-up..finally got around to it.must say
it looks damn good.but still i end up here..*sigh*..much less effort keeping one blog going rather than two..besides i've gotten kinda used to ths place..AND the new blog i made is one without the locking entries option (forgot all abt that while makin it..lol)..so can't say it matters much.thou i cud use it for other stuff..u know like thoughts or something..oh who am i kidding?me and think?thts like so not possible..lol
talked again to ka...must say tht guy is stuck on a rut..y do i start losing interest in ppl?its like i'm way curious at first but in a while i know everything abt the person and its not so much fun nemore...leaves ppl bewildered i'm sure..actually i know it does.oh wel..
tammy is THE person fer the costume-designing in da play..will kno abt the rest of the guys tomorrow.ss midterm sucked bigtime..dun even ask.must do something abt ths headache thing..annoying me bigtime..and we're bck to tht again..
leavin now..got tons to do..ciao.
new blog?
10.04.04 (2:46 pm) [edit]u know i ws planning to start another blog coz somehow frm poetry i've gone to occasionally writing about my life and it wud hv been much more fun if i cud lock certain entries but rite now i'm way too lazy..
BAD BAD DAY
10.04.04 (2:44 pm) [edit]
more questions..
10.03.04 (10:18 am) [edit]STUFF
Something important on your desk: PC, Deck
Something you don't have a lot of: patience, cash
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: photograph box and negatives, memory box, my sort-of diaries.
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to:nothing.addiction is a handi-cap and i can't take that
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: a month or so ago
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: a month or so ago
One person you have killed in your thoughts: noone
FRIENDS
Three traits you look for in a friend:trustworthiness, honesty, intelligence
Who makes you laugh most often:akshay thou i laugh enuff as it is
A friend who you can tell anything:noone
A friend you can go to for advice:advice on nething?noone.i solve my own prob.s and make my own decisions.
The best piece of advice you had been given:dunno.not much of an advice-taker.
The friend who uses most of your energy:anant..used to.
EGO
Your 3 best qualities:dunno.ask othrs.
Your 3 worst qualities:stubbornness,pr ocrastination tendencies, impatience.
A compliment that makes you blush:none.compliments just make me uncomfortable sometimes.
You are embarassed when:dun remember being embarrassed much.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured:wen i got stitches i guess
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured:can't pick one.
Moment you are most ashamed of:none.
Your best physical feature:dunno
Who/What makes you happy:vacations wid cuzins
Who/what makes you sad:crap all over the world and nearer to home as well.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most:love, sadness.
The emotion you tend to experience most:contentment, happiness.
The emotion you are feeling most lately: contentment.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: hurting some ppl or being unfair to them.
When you are angry you need: loud music..u know heavy metal kind.screaming at ppl helps too but in the end its best if i just go away to cool off.
When you are sentimental you need: not really tht sentimental.
When you are in love you need: i want..dun need.the distinction is imp.holds fer last qs too.
YOUR WEEKDAY
Are you often rushed? (if so, why? ie. sleeping in):only sometimes
Do you get dressed before or after breakfast?b4
What is your typical lunch consist? mango shake these days
Where do you eat it (in the cafeteria? at a local diner? at your desk?):wandering around the university wid friends
What is your regular bedtime? (estimate):3am
Do you eat dinner as a family? (if so, what is conversation like?)no
Are you household chore enabled? (ie. can you sew, cook, do your laundry?)nopesi
How often does your room get cleaned? (thoroughly):thrice a week
ADOLESCENCE
THAT TIME FROM AGE 3-12
Favourite Childhood Foods (list 3):ice-cream, chocolate, meat dishes
Favourite Childhood Books (list 3):fairy-tales,famous five,hardy boys
Favourite Childhood Shows (list 3):didn't watch much tv..wait..let me think..swat cats,x-men,johnie quest
Favourite Childhood Toys (list 3):sega,tennis ball...i ws out playin all da time..all u need is a ball and/or a bat at most!!
Favourite Childhood Animal:all of em' frm frogs to dogs..i liked em' all
Favourite Childhood Colour:wel i hated pink and avoided black so..rest were fine
What was your dress style like?jeans and joggers all da time if possible
Worst trends you succumbed to (list 2):not one
What was your social standing? (ie. geek, loner, nerd, jock, preppy):top of the ladder i guess..in studies, sports and social standing.
If you could go back in time, what would you change about your childhood? nothing
OTHER QS
have u:
ever cried over a guy:no
ever lied to someone:sure
ever been in a fist fight:ya
ever been arrested:nopes
Do you know what your element is? If so what is it?i did!!oh man..i shud know ths stuff..um fire..mayb..
Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?no..mayb..yes..kindof..sometimes..
What is your most vivid dream?got tons of em'!
If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing and why? para-gliding..hey the qs asks rite now so i just feel like doing tht rite now and thts why..so there!
Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? If yes, who, if no, why not? no.if u give urself to someone completely u become dependant on them..ur mood, ur happiness then centers around their actions.sure love if u must but not tht blindly..not so much tht ur taken fer granted and taken advantage of.
Who runs circles around your mind? anant..used to.
Do you believe in karma? Do you even know what karma is? no i dun believe in it.
How about fate? Are we all fulfilling a destiny here on earth?no again.there's no one road u can go down on.everything is based on wht u decide to do.
Who is the most thought-provoking person you know, and why? noone.
Who is the most inspiring and why?lots of ppl in small ways
Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?lots of times.reminders,notes,sayings,m essages to cheer up ppl etc etc.
Have you ever written or drawn on another person? If so who, and what did you write/draw? yes.nm wht.
What do you wish on?stars..rarely
If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?nothing
If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to? a prayer to God
Have you ever fainted? no
What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?animal antics
What was the last thing someone said to you?mujhe bhi hug karo (hug me too)
What was the last thing you said to them? acha yaar (okay friend)
Have you ever written poetry? Have you shared it? yes.yes but rarely wid ppl i know.
If you had the ability to change one thing about the world, what would it be and why? no war ever.
What was the last book you read? the exorcist
What was the best compliment ever given to you? 'ur different..weird and crazy.dun ever change' variations of ths statement frm lots of ppl.
Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? yes
Do you like having your picture taken? not really
If you could only talk to one person online who would that be? akshay i guess..mayb siddharth or tanzim.
How long have you known your best friend(s)? 10 yrs
How long have they been your best friend(s)? 5 yrs
and the qs go on and on and on and on and on...do u know there r actually surveys on www.forwardgarden.com wid like 600 qs?!?i'm not bored nemore...just monumentally sleepy so i'm going to stop filling em' out now.
ciao.:wink:
questions..
10.03.04 (7:13 am) [edit]Name the following brands of the things you have/are using?
1. Shampoo – hmm..wel it ws johnson's baby shampoo but it finished today so its now sum olive oil one
2. Bags – no brand
3. T-Shirt –no brand
4. Shoes –dun remember
5. Socks – no brand
6. Toothpaste - sensodyne
7. Pencil Case –dun use one
8. Pens –dunno
9. Watch – alba
10. Magazines –way to many
11. Chocolate – changes..had kitkat and m&ms today
12. Chips – supercrisp
[In The Morning I Am] serious and inaccessible..not a morning person
[All I Need Is] to b trusted
[I'm Afraid of] losing loved ones
[I Dream About] killing all kinds of monsters and crazy action shyt and haunted mansions and weird sea-creatures and oh..tons of stuff.am a vivid dreamer.
CURRENT...
[Current Mood] okay
[Current Clothes]jeans and tee
[Current Music]hard rock
[Current Book]a prison diary
[Current CD(s) in CD Player]hindi songs,alternative rock
LAST PERSON...
[You Hugged] my sis just b4 she went to bed
[You Talked to] my sis
FAVORITE...
[Food] lots
[Drink] orange juice and mango shake
[Album]all linkin park albums and tons of othrs
[Shoes] joggers
[Animal] many
[TV Show] many
[Fruit] mango, grapes
ARE YOU
[Understanding] yes
[Insecure]no
[Friendly] not wid strangers but if u can get thru to me yes
[Smart] yes
[Moody] sometimes
[Childish]ppl wud say..oh okay do say yes..
[Hardworking] wen i want to b
[Healthy] yes
[Emotionally Stable] yes
[Difficult] sometimes
[Bored Easily] sometimes
[Responsible] if i take on a responsibilty i do it but i try not to take on responsibilities
[Trusting]no
[Patient]no
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[Kill] noone
WHICH IS BETTER...
[Coke or pepsi] coke
[Pink or blue]definitely blue..pink ughh!!
10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BAG
1. mobile
2. cash
3. thts all...i dun like carryin' bags so i try not to
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WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? dunno
FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING? think?morning?!?
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? i let someone else get it..and if its my mobile then its probably in sum other room and i dun hear it ring
WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? doing everything u ever wanted to do and not holding bck for fear or coz of someoneelse so tht u dun get left wid regrets at the end of it all
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? nope..i throw em' all on the floor wen i go to bed
STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? cool
WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Aquarious
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? dun like veggies
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE?air-force pilot or army personnel or something to do wid animals or music
I YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOUR WHAT WOULD IT BE? blue-black..am going to do it soon
EVER BEEN IN LOVE? how can u b sure if it is love?
FAVOURITE MOVIE? hard to pick one
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? a box wid all my certificates and crap
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE NUMBER? no favs...oh wait 13's cool
WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH? dun like watchin sports
BEACH, MOUNTAINS OR CITY? dun care
FAVE COLOUR? no favs.
COMEDY OR HORROR? depends
FAVOURITE TIME OF DAY? late night
Civilized, are we?
10.03.04 (5:31 am) [edit]Civilized, are we?
The sky's falling down, the whole world's on fire
The smell of burning is strong in my mind
Everywhere i turn i see ruin and destruction
One man taking another's life
Don't ask me how but somehow i know mankind still has to go for miles..
i wrote ths years ago wen i ws a kid but somehow it seems even more relevant today..is it really so hard to keep peace?to tolerate, to appreciate, to understand, to feel?
~peace out~
concert
10.03.04 (5:22 am) [edit]concert wsn't bad..poor faryl had to leave early and poor tammy cudn't leave till much later.guess i ws the only one who left wen she felt like it.8)
chal now i hv to re-do my cs assignment in order to avoid being hauled in front of the DC so laterz.:wink:
Friday
10.02.04 (8:46 pm) [edit]hey yesterday ws interesting..i ws playin hockey wen i spied one of my friends bursting wid excitement tryin to tell me something..i tried askin her wht it ws abt without leaving the field and all she wud tell me ws ghar se phone aya hai.since she cudn't stop jumping up and down i thought i'd investigate..turns out one of my friends had a baby on 30 October around 4:30pm.tht makes the kid a libra like her mom.they named her Amina.it ws such a sweet moment..then later i talked to her and she's in karachi right now but she'll b bck in 14-16 days.
its so amazing..i'm an aunt! lol..guess i'm still kindof exuberant..
after hockey practice ws over me and tammy wandered all over the place tryin to find the guy who ws supposed to b sellin the concert tickets..tammy cudn't go home till much later so i sortof ditched her there wid the cash and left.nehow she did somehow get the tickets and its on fer tonite.
my test friday went so-so..lol..who cares?8)