Young Rogue

Last post..?

i'm gonna shift.and since i've decided to give my blog out to someone i can't say where i'm relocating.god i love ths place..first u know fer the first.i'm gonna miss all of u so damn much.starting frm scratch is hard.i made a lot of good friends.god i'm getting emotional..kabhi kar liya karoon gi post.maybe i'll end up hving 2 similar blogs like some ppl do coz they cudn't leave their old one.lol.hey maybe i'll jst ignore ths tomorrow and keep on posting.apun ka bhi koi bharosa nahi.

waise yaar abhi chaar log idharich bhatak rahe the..aur woh bhi iss time.kai log na zaroorat se ziyada vele hote hain..lol!sorry sorry..lage raho.

wait wait..b4 i go i jst wnt to thnk all the ppl who hv been so nice to me here..frm the person who told me how to delete my entries on tblurt (yaha..i've had a dark bg frm the start so i nevr quite saw how..now stop laughing!) to evryone who's evr commentd here.there are sweet ppl here..they try to help and are always good for a smile.tht's why i like ths place na.

i'm writing ths post in such a haphazard way par chalta hai.ab jaane peh kuch bol..ahem..kya bindaas hawa chal raheli hai,birdy gana ga raheli hai,cow log grass eat raheli hai,shane log post kar rahele hain aur dhakkan log post padh rahele hain!!lol.ab jao bhi..itna faaltoo time hai to jake purani bakwaas parho!

~tension lene ka nahin..tension dene ka~

my friends *rolls eyes*

i CANNOT believe ths..ths guy jst talks abt food!i'll hv to get him his biryani recipe or he'll talk my ears off.kya zamaana aa giya hai..kofte and saalan (gravy..remember its GRAVY) and sheerkhurma..aw man..wht kind of friends do i make?!?

ek taraf yeh saare..doosri taraf mere namoone cousins.koi mujhe sane logon se milwao!!

new bloggers :D

i've gotten 2 ppl into blogging w/o evn trying!lol.one doesn't post much but i only postd like 5 times a months wen i started out so tht's okay..doosra to bechara giya..ghanton laga rehta hai (the othr is a goner..keeps at it fer hrs sometimes).LOL!

~it feels good..tananana~

note to self:must..must..stop using 'lol' so much..
note to othrs:somebody stop me *in best Jim Carrey imitation*

Haters

some ppl hate so much..how?why?i don't understand.
they hate so mindlessly..so blindly.reason doesn't make sense to them.and there are so many of them.how come there are so many?i don't understand.
i didn't know.i heard but i didn't really know.i liked it like tht..but ths is life na.kabhi to seekhna tha apun ko.but really i don't understand.
i know i'm repeating myself but my anger ws gone a long time ago and now all tht's left is bewilderment.

if i don't know something i try not to talk abt it.there is such ignorance.some ppl aim to learn..othrs jst..i dun know wht they do or wht drives or nething.why do ppl jst blindly believe.can't they think fer themselves?ths guy sed ths-so ths is..WHY?!?he's a human..can't he b wrong?goddamnit top newspapers hv admitted to hving published false or exagerrated stories!if u believe something is so there'll be othrs who'll believe it is the exact opposite of tht coz tht ws how it ws propagated to them.unbiased reporting?in ur dreams.
i know i've moved away frm how i started out but yeah,why not?mayb i can stop future haters frm hating *rolls eyes at the odds*.awrite here it goes:u do NOT know wht happend unless u were there wen it did.u can only try to sort thru ur sources and use ur brains (very important) and then decide on wht's most likely to be the truth..and in the process try not to clog ur mind,will u?please?

~Are you gonna bark all day, little doggy or are you gonna bite?-Reservoir dogs~

today

at sacrificed the shatra today.az aur kukker ka jhagra jaari hai.elaan is so-so.saqi is the new aadat.still rainy.india in july mayb.cuzins ovr.
carpe noctem.

~jaan jaye par maal na jaye.maal jaye to phir kisee na kisee ki jaan jaye.tez dhaar.~

TeZ dHaAr..

oye today i hv a TON to write..but i'm sayin ths rite now..LEAVE..i may b very succint and i may b offensive to some (yeah like tht evr drives NEONE away)..

okay first off b4 i forget fast..wht my grandma told us abt the partition..it'll hv mistakes coz my memory's not perfect and i didn't live thru it like she did.
they had ths mela tht they went to on eid.all of them decided to hold a rival mela and then the news came..it ws the 27th fast.
they had a ton of houses and bastis in (or near) jallandar in gurdaspur district and well..all tht's pretty common stuff.neways they didn't leave at first till they were told the army had been deployed by some dude (i'm SO sorry fer writing ths way but if i can't remember his name i am not writing it) and it wsn't tht safe to stay.they left evrything behind except ths small trunk full of jewelry tht they hid.my grandma hid a rifle in her burka..she had to coz the sikhs needed an excuse to kill and self-defense ws a common ploy.they got a bus.it ws full of women..jst 4 or so guards which really wsn't much protection.they reached lhr safely..they gave out chana and naan at the border.there were shouts of Allah Wakbur and ppl gave thnks tht they reached safely.the driver wudn't go on further coz they ws a curfew so he dropped them off at the railway station.they stayed there coz they had nowhere else to go.they moved out later to find a house only to hv a guy come ovr wid ppl to say he had already claimed it.they moved out to ths othr house then till the men arrived from Bannu (they'd been announcing their location on the radio and somehow the men found them later..they'd come by train and hadn't encountered ne trouble eithr).it was a beautiful house but they decided to live in Jhehlum coz the army had posted the men there.my grandma tells me the houses abandoned by the sikhs were the best..open-spaced and well-kept like theirs were.
in jhehlum, i think, they found ths house.the govn. used to lock up all the property left behind in some rooms.they askd them to open them up so they cud use the rooms and they were told it wsn't on the list.but they wudn't leave well alone and came and took evrything (i forget wht ws there..something called saalu?).
nehow tht's how they came to pakistan.my grandmother ws 18 then.she got married december 25th next year.some house they all loved..noone evr died there..she ws the first to get married there and durdana apa ws the last.another time..can't evn imagine it now.in her own words,'ab kuch bhi gumta hai to kitna hota hai..tab sab kuch chor ke aye the'.time time ki baat hai..woh bhi koi din the.

i've decided not to edit tht.more on today in next post.no actually leave well alone..i had a good time today..i'll remember it.jst some stuff..

watched a bakra get sacrificed after a long time..i thought i wudn't b able to see but i'm still the same.5 bakras today..3 tomorrow..no cow coz no space.cellular's a cool flick and whoa..some camera-worthy scenes today!

and for cryin' out loud i'm the eldest awrite.i am NOT younger than my sister and i am NOT younger than most of my cousins and i dun care how i look okay?i can understand y strangers wud assume so but wen my own family forgets..*cute sad face*

i left out ALL the gory stuff so i'm hoping i hvn't been tht offensive afterall..lol.

~bol kahan chupe ga?kahan chupe ga bol?jahan bhi tu jaye nahin bach paye ga.bol kahan chupe ga?kahan chupe ga?bol kahan chupe ga?kahan chupe ga bol?-musafir~

cheetahs ki boli..lol

i wuz told a lot of girls didn't get the skits at the welcome which ws like totally weird coz there ws nothing to it.i'm informd a lot of ppl rn't tht familiar wid slang and i went like,'wht slang?!'..seriously wht slang? i mean okay there was some slang but can't u jst understand tht jst by hearing it?

okay so here abt's i'm going to list so-called slang and common expressions..i'm not tht good at explaining and shyt so there'll be mistakes and i may add in stuff and edit it laterz..first draft..ahem..

bheja-brain

kit lagana-tung karna

set hai-cool

bist karna-to embarass or show low 'aaj uss ki achi bist hui' 

bisti-embarassment

bista-bigger then bisti

kutapan-being cocky

phuday baaz-ones who look for fights..reason isn't important

(chal) phut- get lost

lambi chorna-to lie

pack ho gayee-caught in embarassing moment/scared

phut gayee-got caught in an embarassing moment/scared

allo-jis ke phatee hoi ho uskee aur pharna

pappu-awfully nauseatingly naive person

mommy daddy- nauseatingly boring n naive!

ghoor baaz-ogler

sutaa lagana-to smoke

**** freeze hona-terrified!

chaloo cheeez - sly person

faltoo insaan - utterly useless person

plastic - cheap

burger-westernized person

sher-brave person 'yeh to sher hai sher' lol.

khisk jana - lose train of thought

sariyal insaan-spoil sport

saroo-sariyal banda

ghass dalna-lift karana

khiska hua-pagal

cha giya hai tu-u've done a fantastic job..ew it sounds so uncool like tht but it's a cool thing to say waise

bachi-GF mostly..aargh dun ask..hate it!

back-support. 'mere se panga na le..tu nahin jaanta meri kitni bck hai'

back karna/back dena-to support

jhakaas-zabardast

fundu-cool

lush-thnk god lahoris dun use ths but karachites do..they're weird.oh yeah the word..it means cool and such.lol.i'm a lahori remember?the only time i hear ths is around sales ppl..ugh

cheetah-cool. 'yeh bara cheetah banda hai'

cheetie-*rolls eyes*

chal phut-'dafa ho'

dafa ho-get lost

chawal-paindoo

chawaliyan marna-fazool (useless) talk

fit-cool

phada-fight

panga lena-taang araana, kebab main hadi banuna, etc etc.

chikna-fit

cheesu-chikna..oh yeah u can SO tell i'm not making an effort to think up new words here..I KNOW!

shugal-fun

shugali banda-fun lovin' dude

vele log-farigh log..punjabi word actually

ja be-'yeah right!' ~sarcastic~

naya kaarnama-latest stupidity

kurtoot-kaarname =p..okay okay doing something idiotic..see i can be original =D

uss ki to phat gayi hai-he is so ****ed

chaaloo cheez-tez banda/bandi

uss ki bari bist hui-he's ws made fun of a lot

akar dikhana-to show attitude

oye tap giya-he's gotten angry..yay! mission successful..err tht's jst me

waat lag gayi hai-i am so screwed/doomed

kangaal-broke as in no good fer free meals =( 

fokat main-mufti main

thago usse-usse looto 'chalo yaar..aaj maaf kiya.kisi aur din thagen ge'

thagna-taking money without returning it later

take karna-tung karna etc.

game over-'uski tau game over hai'

funkarian maarna-chawal harkat/baatein karna

~edit~
If somethings nice u say udham pachees (udham 25).
And if u dont like something u say mairi hat tee hai iss say.
Waat lagi hai means im grounded.
And we even say garat ho gayi which means i got caught.
Karki chaiyi hui hai means im broke.
-all courtesy khi bro

zol-problem

khopcha-corner

usko khopche mein leke phod de-take him to a corner n beat him up

~more edits~
jst added em' to the main list ths time =P

THE END

okay now..see i've been going thru ths phase where i make entries and then delete them so if u dun see ths here again u'll kno who struck..

now fer today's BIG news: EXAM'S OVER!!
oh yeah..oh yeah..*does the hand dance*.. =D

eid's on friday..most likely will read hitler fer assignment..hv ta learn wht the stupid project is abt coz it's now 20% of the grade..sheesh! tht is so not fair..gave finance today..dun ask..after all tht studyin' too..*sniff*..sleepy..missed hockey team pics session..ouch..not tht into eid ths time..hate evrythin'..oh my puter's down..yeah no more late nite entries..hvn't come on messenger in eons..seriously it's come to something else wen ppl start asking u to pinch them jst so tht they kno fer sure it's really u..*rolls eyes*..some ppl na..must stop rolling eyes so much..must get out of tomboy phase..FAST!!..step 1:burn jeans..noooooooooo..mayb some othr day..mayb eid'll inspire me..shud stop writing ths way..now..yeah now..i mean U..ok ok..going.lol.

c ya :wink:
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;  

hotmail jhoota..grr

yeh idhar keh cheetahs aur cheeties ke liye hai.if neone else can benefit tht's ok too =D

okay so the point of ths post is hotmail dhoka bole to 'deceit'.if u wnt to stop getting those annoying 'ur account limit is abt to b exceeded msgs' do ths to bump it upto 250MB:

Login into ur hotmail account and go to options.
Go to 'Personal'
Click 'My Profile'
Change Country to 'United States'
Wait for browser to load United states settings.
Change the state to 'Florida' and zip code '33332'
Click 'update'
Click 'Continue'
Go to 'Language' and make sure its 'English'
Paste this link in the same browser:http://by17fd.bay17.hotmail.msn.com/cgi-bin/Accountclose" title="http://by17fd.bay17.hotmail.msn.com/cgi-bin/Accountclose" target="_blank"http://by17fd.bay17.hotmail.m...
Wait until the Screen says you're Hotmail is Closed and ready to be deleted.
Click 'Close Account'.
Go back to login page and relogin to ur hotmail account..!!

ur account size will now increase to 25 MB which a few days later becomes 250 MB.the trick is jst to de-activate and then re-activate ur account.it doesn't delete ur account and u won't lose ur mails or contacts.

and yeah i've done it.full credit to dhancha thou i'd bet nething he took it frm somewhere (ck LU @ orkut fer more info.)

~mehkade main aane wale mehkashi to seekh le..hum pe hasne wale pehle tu hansi to seekh le-saki~

yeah whtever

hey tweakd anothr of my blogs..u can feast ur eyes on it here>

if evn a few ppl think i shud keep it it'll stay..othrwise out it goes..after a while ofcourse coz i did stay up half the night working on it =D

oh yeah!!

i've always thought ths way..i jst nevr knew someone had written a POEM abt it.lol..enjoy!

Television
Roald Dahl

The most important thing we've learned,
So far as children are concerned,
Is never, NEVER, NEVER let
Them near your television set –
Or better still, just don't install
The idiotic thing at all.
In almost every house we've been,
We've watched them gaping at the screen.
They loll and slop and lounge about,
And stare until their eyes pop out.
(Last week in someone's place we saw
A dozen eyeballs on the floor.)
They sit and stare and stare and sit
Until they're hypnotised by it,
Until they're absolutely drunk
With all that shocking ghastly junk.
Oh yes, we know it keeps them still,
They don't climb out the window sill,
They never fight or kick or punch,
They leave you free to cook the lunch
And wash the dishes in the sink –
But did you ever stop to think,
To wonder just exactly what
This does to your beloved tot?
IT ROTS THE SENSE IN THE HEAD!
IT KILLS IMAGINATION DEAD!
IT CLOGS AND CLUTTERS UP THE MIND!
IT MAKES A CHILD SO DULL AND BLIND
HE CAN NO LONGER UNDERSTAND
A FANTASY, A FAIRYLAND!
HIS BRAIN BECOMES AS SOFT AS CHEESE!
HIS POWERS OF THINKING RUST AND FREEZE!
HE CANNOT THINK -- HE ONLY SEES!
'All right!' you'll cry. 'All right!' you'll say,
'But if we take the set away,
What shall we do to entertain
Our darling children? Please explain!'
We'll answer this by asking you,
'What used the darling ones to do?
'How used they keep themselves contented
Before this monster was invented?'
Have you forgotten? Don't you know?
We'll say it very loud and slow:
THEY ... USED ... TO ... READ! They'd READ and READ,
AND READ and READ, and then proceed
To READ some more. Great Scott! Gadzooks!
One half their lives was reading books!
The nursery shelves held books galore!
Books cluttered up the nursery floor!
And in the bedroom, by the bed,
More books were waiting to be read!
Such wondrous, fine, fantastic tales
Of dragons, gypsies, queens, and whales
And treasure isles, and distant shores
Where smugglers rowed with muffled oars,
And pirates wearing purple pants,
And sailing ships and elephants,
And cannibals crouching 'round the pot,
Stirring away at something hot.
(It smells so good, what can it be?
Good gracious, it's Penelope.)
The younger ones had Beatrix Potter
With Mr. Tod, the dirty rotter,
And Squirrel Nutkin, Pigling Bland,
And Mrs. Tiggy-Winkle and-
Just How The Camel Got His Hump,
And How the Monkey Lost His Rump,
And Mr. Toad, and bless my soul,
There's Mr. Rate and Mr. Mole-
Oh, books, what books they used to know,
Those children living long ago!
So please, oh please, we beg, we pray,
Go throw your TV set away,
And in its place you can install
A lovely bookshelf on the wall.
Then fill the shelves with lots of books,
Ignoring all the dirty looks,
The screams and yells, the bites and kicks,
And children hitting you with sticks-
Fear not, because we promise you
That, in about a week or two
Of having nothing else to do,
They'll now begin to feel the need
Of having something to read.
And once they start -- oh boy, oh boy!
You watch the slowly growing joy
That fills their hearts. They'll grow so keen
They'll wonder what they'd ever seen
In that ridiculous machine,
That nauseating, foul, unclean,
Repulsive television screen!
And later, each and every kid
Will love you more for what you did.

don't agree wid the book-reading part much..ws always outside messing around so to speak but yeah when there ws absolutely nothing better to do i did read and it ws gr8 and i hv no idea y kids today r so weird..extend the television thing to computers too.and yeah..a clarification..there was tv around when i ws a kid but i preferrd outdoors whenevr possible and there were video-games around too but nevr a permanent obsession..we were more like all-rounders.seeing evrything was there then as well i don't quite get why we were nevr tht addictd.hmm maybe its jst my little cousins who are freaks..

sports

8 girls made it..eek! how cud they? ok ok it's a good thing..it means hockey stays..but but how cud they? the freaks don't show up when the sun is shining but they show up when its raining?!? tht doesn't make sense!!

first rugby national championship started today :D

~Cause this life is too short to live it just for you..But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do..So say what you want..Say what you want-powerless by nelly furtado~

aadat

there's ths song tht has absolutely driven me wild for the amt. of popularity it has achievd..my sister always always had to listen to it atLEAST once a day, ppl raved abt it, cars..ALL cars had the same cassette..some STILL do..just like it's been a yr now and it STILL gets airplay!
thing is FINALLY it's beginning to die out somewht (read:ppl admit they hv listened to it too much and need a break b4 they *shudder* start again) and for some weird inexplicable reason it's been buzzing in my head all day long today so..so wht.i dun hv a reason for writing ths =P
some of its lyrics go:

na jaaney kab se, umeedein kuch baqee hein
mujhe phir bhee teri yaad, kion aatee hai
duur jitna bhi tum mujh se, paas terey mein
abb to aadat see hai mujh ko, aise jeeney mein

i wntd to give some sites frm where u can help the tsunami victims coz its been eating me up frm inside tht i shud hv done tht by now but i can't at ths moment coz i'll hv to really research on it and wid my mids i dun hv time..i'm writing ths at super-speed.still whoevr u r..please find out fer urself how u can help..i see a lot of ads so it shudn't b tht tuff..and give something of urself today.it doesn't take much and it really makes a difference.e.g if ur a student u might wnt to try the idea of hving fund-collecting booth for a few days at ur school/college and donate wht u get frm tht..it works wonderfully (edit:univ. main ek society raised 144000 ths way)

evryone looked fabuleso in the khewra mine tape.

peace out.

stupid puter.stupid company.stupid site.stupid finance.stupid studies.stupid stupid stupid!!

i hope to HELL ths isn't the right site coz if it is i am so screwed.nothing and i mean but NOTHING downloads right..except ths one report which is freakin' WORTHLESS..AND it is so goddamn slow AND it won't evn let me open multiple windows..i mean wth? is ths some sort of let's-piss-off-wi ld1 conspiracy..? 
coz i'm telling ya..multibillion dollar company website or not u so do NOT wnt to b messing wid me..*threatening silence*
and u stupid puter..yes u..wud it kill u if u cud STOP crashing for like an hour? huh huh huh?
and how can i forget..dear ol' ISP..no i didn't pick u and i realize ur mad at me coz i'm trying to talk my parents into switching to broadband..but while i'm still using u we might as well work together no? i'm working here ya knows..no porn, no illegal file-sharing..i'm a regular good kid.ofcourse if u dun sober up FAST i will hv to speed up my strategy a little and u know wht tht means..*in a real soft voice* trust me u wudn't like being unpopular..*in an even softer voice* u wudn't like tht at all..*more threatening silence*

there...i feel much better now :D

~now why can't some people get their point across without using fucking curse words?~

Wht if u were unable to wake frm tht dream,how wud u kno d difference b/w the dream and the reality?

I've kept this page open for so long hoping I wud hv the strength to blog.Sometimes things just don't work out the way u wnt them to.Sometimes life's unfair.Sometimes healing takes forever.

I do know.

How much longer?

Cruel to be kind..not cruel to be cruel

 

The Conspiracy Theory

THEY are out to get me ... No no, I'm not paranoid, I'm serious. Its a conspiracy on the grandest scale imaginable, one which transcends boundaries of caste, creed, sex and even nations. Who are THEY, you ask? Well lemme tell you ... THEY are members of AOWU. A highly secret organization, in fact they are so well hidden hardly anyone knows about them. Their members are countless, reside in every country in the world, speak all languages and collectively form a force that boggles the mind.

AOWU ..... Assholes Of The World Unite !!

Don't believe me?? Well, you will, by the end of this post.

Now you may ask how they are "out to get me". Well, their plan is simple, and therein lies the geniousness (yeah, my blog, my vocabulary ... scram!!!) .... they wanna irritate me to death. Thats their main method .... and they are pretty darned good at it. Even I (considering that im one friggin kewl, smart, intelligent individual) would have missed to see the big picture if it hadn't been for that one night when we decided to mix vodka, rum and some beer in a bottle and drink it straight up, and then decided to take stock of life. THAT is when I realized that the number of assholes I tolerate every day can NOT be a coincidence, it just HAS to be a big conspiracy to rid the world of non-assholic people, to further the assholic race and the assholic way of life.

People debate whether workaholism is worse than alcoholism, or is it vice versa ... I say Assholism is worse than either of them. Much like workaholism and alcoholism, Assholism is a disease of habit. Most Assholes dont even realize they suffer from it. They just live their assholic lives, not knowing.

They are just waiting for us to overload our nervous system, pop a vein, burst a blood vessel, have a coronary etc etc due to the totally unneccessary stress they create in our lives. So people, get smart, come together as one, join forces ... say NO to AOWU !!!

got that off here> http://sporadicthoughts.rediffblogs.com" title="http://sporadicthoughts.rediffblogs.com" target="_blank"http://sporadicthoughts.redif... .

so freshers were totally dissed at the party yesterday..suckd azz just sitting there listening.one of the things they prayed for ws..kaash jab hum bhi aate to orkut hota..blah blah.lol.freakin' hilarious.it's been such a blast'd success..me jealous of the RBT.lol.no sweat..kabhi apun ka number bhi aye ga.

been steadily falling down the hotblog list..the trouble wid hving readers is u get to thinking of writing wht u think othrs will like and not wht u feel like writing which defeats the whole purpose so me happy now =D

more on the heading laterz..maybe.

Tonite

the welcome party ws a dud but i'm told so ws the picnic..and tht's the way things fall. :D

the pizza party ws a blastd success thou.damn..knew it!!had no choice..somethings na are just not meant to be..like me having free pizza..*sobs dramatically*

acha just told aks abt ani..me no like telling ppl.

chal going.c ya.