reckless~

02.26.05 (2:35 am)   [edit]

been holding on to something tht isn't there nemore.time to let go.remember the time.
thnk u la.some things can shock u into decision and action so fast u dun kno why u were so blind/crazy/freakishly-so ft b4.u dun kno how u helped but u did.
thing is u dun evn kno wht things can effect ppl and make them happy or sad.something i read once abt making fun of the candies u get on valentine evry year till the day they dun come..and then u realize how much it meant to u.kinda like the mail u didn't send coz' u thought it wudn't matter jack-shyt to someone till u found out they were waiting for it.or how chill u were wid someone when they forgot ur birthday coz u had decided not to expect nething frm ppl and the next day u find out they kept up till 4am coz they weren't able to wish u (wha?).or the greeting u get at 12:22am on new year's (phone's do get clogged u know).or the kid tht gives u a sea-shell like it's one of the most precious things he owns (and he doesn't live in khi so..quite understandable).
tell u wht..i cud go on wid ths weird-makes-no-sense-what soevr post forevr.but i really really need to study.something else happened today.found out they're trying to rent out the house.went kinda gentle on me coz' they know how much i love ths place.crap.


 

blah

02.25.05 (3:12 am)   [edit]

note to self: do not write when ur doggone tired..u WILL regret it.

msn spaces

02.23.05 (3:51 am)   [edit]

tried msn spaces.not tht customizable but okay if u wnt a smooth look and no hassle.coupla extra features..coupla faults.integrated wid messenger 7.mobile posting.photo albums.othr crap.yeah u can jst tell how prejudiced i am.jst sleepy..

no stresspassing

02.19.05 (9:41 pm)   [edit]

When excuses fall thin
The pale moon wanes
There's the thud of silence
The bellowing quiet
And a lifetime of dreams fade away
In the eternity of a night


pehle to it ws jst mails and posts..now i can't think up titles for poems evn..tht's depressing..tht's seriously depressing..NOT! hehehehe..
d-day and modelling..lol.kaun kehta hai life boring hai?meko hasaane wale bohat hain =D
moday se final..sunday ko farigh.phir sab chill!
abhi meko parhne ka..aur meko 'meko' kam use karne ka..kaafi jaldi addiction hoti hai re.




 

aisa bhi hota hai :D

02.15.05 (2:58 am)   [edit]

evr since my dad broke my mom's mobile she's been using mine to keep reminders.since i keep odd timings i hv to check those reminders to see tht they dun wake me at ungodly hours..like at 9am say.so abt a week bck i saw a reminder for 2355 14 feb..my bd's on the 15th.it's one of those sweet things.newayz i kept up last night doing an assignment so there ws no way i cud keep up today till 12 so i very regretfully deleted the reminder and went to dreamland.woke up at 2 to find my mobile jammed wid messages and missed calls frm 2 of my presentation partners..god how i hate worry warts.nehow i figured there ws no point in giving them ulcers so decided i'd keep up again and give them the damn slides when they wanted them..went down for food and found ths chart spray-painted wid wishes made by my mom and sister.tht kinda stuff makes u feel so wonderful.i mean if acquaintances send u scraps u know tht's jst courtesy..this is thoughtfulness.oh whtever..i'm kinda mushy abt these things..so there.


 

*deep evil laugh*

02.11.05 (5:25 pm)   [edit]

1. Find a free blogging service, such as www.blogger.com

2. Register a catchy yet philosophically deep name for your new blog: "Lifesucks"; "All Things Me"; "Lifehacker"; "Playing With Matches"; "The Internet Slacker", "I Stalk David Hasselhoff".

3. Consider one of the many pre-made website templates offered by the blogging service, or one created by you.

4. Turn your nose up in disgust at the thought of using a pre-made template for your blog.

5. Spend the next seventeen hours creating a functioning website from scratch. If using Microsoft FrontPageTM, relocate all children and elders to a safe area out of your "profanity zone".

6. Complete your self-made blog template by clicking on the "Publish Website" command in Microsoft FrontPageTM.

7. Watch in shock as the aforementioned seventeen hours of hard work gets permanently deleted off your hard drive by Microsoft FrontPageTM.

8. Swear so loudly that all dogs within a five block radius begin running in circles and howling.

9. Declare "Screw It" and choose from a pre-made template. Always choose one with lots of kittens and flashing animated gifs.

10. Make sure the template is ready for your first blog entry. You can do this by going to your new blog's URL address and seeing if the page loads properly. It will have no posts yet, of course, as you have not actually written your first blog entry. (If you do see a post written by yourself at this specific moment in time, read it! You've traveled back in time to warn yourself about the "Publish Website" command in Microsoft FrontPageTM).

11. Click on the "Create Post" selection. The window will reload with a box for you to type text in.

12. Put fingers to keyboard in preparation to type your first blog entry.

13. Realize in horror that you have absolutely no idea what you're going to write about.

14. And you've got a whole blog ahead of you.

15. Stand up and get an alcoholic beverage to calm you.

16. Pace back and forth while racking your brain for a great post.

17. Cast resentful looks at your computer monitor while drinking the alcoholic beverage.

18. Come up with a touching yet funny childhood memory you can write about, like when you and all the other fat kids in the neighborhood used to take down the ice cream man not unlike a pack of lions ravaging a wounded gazelle.

19. Or, make your first post about how much you love pets. Remark on the fact that you let your pet pit bull out of the house every night to get some freedom and exercise even though the sirens from the ambulances tearing through your neighborhood constantly interrupt your sleep.

20. Or, make a heartfelt confession about how guilty you feel that you could never be a vegetarian because you salivate every time a nature documentary appears on the television.

21. Sit back down at your computer desk with your great idea.

22. Complete your first post.

23. Experience a fleeting sense of satisfaction that you now have a blog with an actual entry, even though it details your sexual attraction to Yoda.

24. Immediately phone all your friends and family to tell them the URL. Remind your grandmother that 'stiffwoodysdiary' in your blog's address is spelled "all one word".

25. Reload your blog incessantly every two minutes to see if anyone has made a comment.

26. Become enraged when the very first comment made on your very first blog entry is "yuo are teh sUxx0r!" from Anonymous.

27. Go outdoors to calm down and get some fresh air, since you've spent twenty-two hours now working on your blog.

28. Tell every person you encounter - jogger, police officer, frantic paramedic - your blog's URL.

29. Head back home when an idea for a blog entry comes to mind, such as the rudeness of paramedics who can't be bothered to talk about your blog because they are busy helping some whiner with pitbull bite wounds on his throat.

30. When back at your computer, immediately refresh your blog's page to see if any more comments were made while you were gone.

31. Grip the edge of your computer desk when the second comment reads "I said yuo are teh sUxx0r!" by Anonymous

32. Click on the "make new post" button on your blog.

33. Realize with horror you've totally forgotten the good writing idea.

34. Stand up and get another drink.

35. Sit back down at your computer desk.

36. Write your second post: how people who make dumb comments on blogs should be strung up by their genitals with barbed wire.

37. Complete the second post.

38. Stand up and get a third drink to calm you down from the blogging experience.

39. Watch TV while thinking you shouldn't watch so much television since experiencing life would probably make for a blog that's actually interesting to read. By going out more, you'll be able to continue to spread the address of your blog to bemused strangers too.

40. Accept phone call from your grandmother asking you to change 'stiffwoody' in your blog's name to something more polite.

41. Refuse and hang up phone.

42. On the way back to the television, refresh your blog's page again to see if there are any more comments.

43. Experience relief when third comment is a non-abusive one. Become incredibly depressed when you discover it is written by a fellow blogger asking if you ever fantasize about wearing lederhosen while flailing midgets with kielbasa sausage, and if you'd like to meet up with him for same.

44. Stand up and get a much larger, stronger drink.

45. Consider making your third post. Repeat verbal declaration made in step #9, forget blogging for now, go to bed.

46. Just before you fall asleep, realize with horror you'll need to repeat steps #11 to #45 daily to keep your bragging rights about owning a blog (which, ironically, nobody reads).

47. Slip into an uneasy nightmare about being forced to type the word "sUxx0r" on a flaming keyboard while chained to Jabba the Hutt, who keeps demanding "More! More! Jakatooie Blogga Dooie! More!!!".

48. Wake up in the morning. Scream.

49. Read the new comments posted on your blog. Scream again.

50. Repeat for the rest of your life.

51. Welcome To Blogging!


-by Internetslacker.


oh and while ur still here check this page out:http://allowe.com/Humor/Virtu... :wink:



 

nt crzy!

02.10.05 (11:33 pm)   [edit]

i'm not crazy!!yay!they did hv archive issues..ofcourse their post concerning ths has been up since 27th and i jst saw it today so..er..i am kinda unobservant..but not crazy.tht's very important.and to be completely fair they do post after months sometimes so not REALLY my fault..


yeah wacky cartoon time..which means i'm going thru hell again.finals in a week..3 tests, 2 MAJOR presentations, 1 term paper and 1 mega assignment due tht very week..yup..no kidding..they kinda like to see if they can kill u wid work during the second half, which reminds me i hv to complete 20 work hrs during tht time too..and my computer's dead.after a week of trying to drive me nuts it did the decent thing and committed suicide..


 

faith

02.09.05 (8:05 pm)   [edit]
its amazing how something can happen so many times and still effect u.

cyber space

02.07.05 (1:19 am)   [edit]

khala's ws fun.


site..http://youngrogue.100free.com" title="http://youngrogue.100free.com" target="_blank"http://youngrogue.100free.com....if there are ne small glitches..u know, like if the site isn't there..holler.


~there can be no happiness if the things that you believe in are different from the things you do~

last nite

02.06.05 (3:14 pm)   [edit]

by sheer chance we ended up at an atif aslam and ali zafar comcert.atif i can barely stand but ali's half ws like wow..it started drizzling and wid the rain and the dancing and the singing the place absolutely rockd!!!


 

basant!!

02.04.05 (11:09 pm)   [edit]

A kite, a sky, and a good firm breeze,
And acres of ground away from trees,
And one hundred yards of clean, strong string -
O boy, O boy! I call that spring!
~Mike Sawyer


ofcourse basant sounds way cooler.jst one thing..don't use metallic wire or chemical-coated dor awrite.who knows..maybe ur the one whose throat gets slit.i'm guessing u wudn't like tht whtevr u may think of othr ppl's lives.yeah i'm mean..kya karun..aisee hi hoon.


last yr's night basant ws on 14th feb..tht ws some day.dunno how i got away wid doin' evrything.and yeah i remember.lol.

hope u all hv the bestest time of ur lives!and yo..non-lahoris..try not to feel left out okay..hehe.

sawwie..cudn't resist.abhi bhi time hai..aa jaana.bas rehne ka thora masla hoga par basant ki raat sona kis ne hai?


random link:http://nation.com.pk/daily/jan-2005/17/bnew s1.php" title="http://nation.com.pk/daily/jan-2005/17/bnew s1.php" target="_blank"http://nation.com.pk/daily/ja...

bah!

02.04.05 (4:27 pm)   [edit]

rugby team to beat hockey team? *snorts* it feels good to bug ppl.
last week i woke up with ths shoulder ache.i cudn't fer the life of me understand why till i started walking to university..damn books.nehow til last friday when i had to walk to univesity and bck thrice i thought THAT ws bad..till hockey practise.evn thou coz i'm always late i've been half-running/half-walking to university the last couple of weeks the stamina jst isn't there.i'm thinking if i pester my friends enuff i cud get regular wid badminton or alternately if they stop giving me work i cud actually feel like gyming.but naah..tht is like SO impossible..well the second part neways..u jst can't underestimate my pestering power..ALTHOU i'm damned if i'll carry 2 rackets around the place..hmm..tuff tuff.
i hate writing in the lab.ppl walking all ovr u..ugh!
hv to go..will write abt basant laterz mayb.the lab is apparently RESERVED.morons.

I hope you dance

02.02.05 (10:02 pm)   [edit]

i found these amazing amzing lyrics..


I HOPE YOU DANCE
By: Lee Ann Womack


I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give fate the fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith the fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)


..now all i hv to do is somehow get hold of the song.

i hate this space!!

02.02.05 (10:29 am)   [edit]

yeah yeah..i'm back..u can stop groaning now.to be fair i did warn u..


i've been sleeping way too early and getting up at the crack of dawn and i HATE IT!!my sister tells me it means i'm normal now..as if tht'll make me feel better :evil:
normally i'm not the type who can appreciate akshay's compositions but the stuff he sent me ths morning is actually damn good for a 20 minute work.
faryl's gettin' married in sept.


over and out.