Young Rogue

*insert scream here*

I will light the match this mornin’, so I won’t be alone
Watch as she lies silent, for soon night will be gone
Oh, I will stand arms outstretched, pretend I’m free to roam
Oh, I will make my way, through, one more day in hell...
How much difference does it make
How much difference does it make, yeah...

I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
Oh, I’ll keep takin’ punches until their will grows tired
Oh, I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind hey,
I won’t change direction, and I won’t change my mind
How much difference does it make
Mmm, how much difference does it make...how much difference...

I’ll swallow poison, until I grow immune
I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
How much difference (2x)
How much difference does it make (2x)

~Indifference By Pearl Jam

khekhekhe..

Xasamail...beat tht!

what-if guy..

a yr ago ths day i started blogging..didn't know nething abt it, no friends wrote em', had nevr read one, nothing zilch.i jst hv to try things..something ths banda who sent me a gmail invite asked me after i replied to his mail after months coz i wsn't using it.nehow since i had a blog and i didn't know wht to do wid it i jst copied my poetry here..the whole writing thing came later.and i jst hv no idea wht to write..

acha wait april had jst 3 entries..all of them poems.i'll jst copy 2 of em' here..the first one is my first post.and no i didn't write ne of dem then..most likely wen i wuz 13-14.i still hv a stack of horrid poems frm bck then..bleh!

'My Sweet Love'

Can't make it,
Can't live without you,
My sweet love,
My inspiration.

The knowledge of you,
So nearby,
Drives me wild
With thoughts of you.

A hunger so fierce,
I'm sure noone knows,
The hunger my love
I have for you.

To hold you in my hands,
To feel you, to taste you,
My dear love,
It wasn't always like this.

Oh my sweet choc,
Oh dear, oh woe,
How one bite of you
Has corrupted my being!

ya kno orkut has jst shrunk the world..i keep coming across all these ppl whose blogs i read or hv at some point visited.it's freakin' weird.ohh u kno wht i did..anothr example of my forgetting ppl tendencies.na i won't say.my friend's may believe how lost i can be but neone else wud think i hv an attitude problem..ooh la la!

okay second one..

SCREAM:

Sometimes people tell you what you wanna hear
Isn't it enough to make you wanna scream?
Like them people who go all out sayin how they like them big cats and don't kill them please
And then the same christmas they buy genuine tiger fur cause it was on sale and friggin' cheap
(After all, they reason, it's the season of giving so what if it is skin?
So what if the animals had to die to satisfy their whims?)
Or how about them people who sympathize with the poor
The times when they meet them don't count ofcourse
Sittin on charity board's great publicity
Otherwise who cares if the street urchins freeze
From the mailman to the policeman everyone's in on the scene
Talking through their noses and blowing on their sleeves
Dividends' what's got 'em all straining at their leash
Talking politically correct, meaning no disrespect
What you see ain't how it is..
It's this new world that we're livin' in
Them people tryin' to fit in
Talking shit about things they don't get
Stuff they don't feel and issues they don' undastand
You should try it too
It's the 'in' thing, the new fad
Say it outloud and bow to your left
Meaning what you say is a thing of the past.

if my stupid group partners won't attend class how will i evr get the chance to strangle them?! the stupid dolts are the reason i hv a zero in an assignment..and if i get an low grade coz they didn't care to mention which website they erm..borrowed off (notice im being optimistic..avoiding the fact tht i cud face the DC ), i'll...i'll pulverize them!!

Chuck Berry red..

all these thoughts..

<removed>

there..a small chunk of my memories in a manner only someone frm my family can completely understand.and now i'm sleepy..it's almost 5am.i know i'll take ths post off someday.khair.evn if it makes no sense i still like it right now..as long as i dun go bck and check wht i've written tht is.

there's a kamaal ki aandhi blowing outside right now.kal ant ka mausam tha..aaj raat bhi i hope it rains.did i tell ya i like rain?

OMG..did i jst write 5AM bck there?!?i am so screwed!!

*deep hopeless sigh*

pray it rains acha..tht always makes my day.wait..wait a second..tht's..*runs to the window and looks out*..tht's RAIN!! it jst started raining..nananana.lol.how am i evr going to sleep today!!

Purple Rain-Prince
School Day-Chuck Berry

Dadagiri

i wuz talking to myself today

today ws weird

pehle to i attended class..kuch pale nahin parha.i jst missed one class..ONE class the whole (so-far) quarter..and they finished the course till god-only-knows-where!!

khair class ended..and these FREAKS in black dropped in frm nowhere and robbed us.they did too..and they were armed and dangerous, not to mention ugly which is worse.last i heard they were still terrorizing the university..i'm not going bck there and making sure..oh wait i promised my jigz i'd return if they called.

naah..they're not gonna go.the studious namoonis will jst attend the tutorial.oh i almost forgot..in my othr class i listened to shairi.yes yes shairi..for a der ghanta.did u get tht?the der ghanta part?tht's a looong time.a very looooonngg time.okay i'm jst gonna admit ths once so no laughing..it wsn't all boring.there i sed it.

then i got sick and i left..actually i didn't leave coz i got sick coz i wsn't actually sick.no i didn't fake it..i'm a good honest person.it ws temporary sickness see.

nehow aaj election bhi the..kabhi notice kiya hai election ke time sab ke sab kaise jiggery dost bun jaate hain?yaar PR shee-aar bhi plannin wlanning ke saath karni chahiye na..itne saaf jhoot!! waise to be fair becharon ke paas itna time hi kahan tha..

im going now.jst pls pls pls remind me to kill my group partners tomorrow..i keep forgetting.

listening to: teri to and dil lutia

*somewhere in a dream*

i need someone to talk to..normally i jst talk to aks but it seems like such a silly thing to be troubled over.damn it.
it's not a silly thing..damn them all.

Nothing gets by me anymore..

ever thought that one day you wouldn't be able to climb stairs that easily?perhaps wake up one day and never get up because your muscles are too weak..how often do u watch the sunrise and think to urself..man tht's beautiful?how often do u tell those u love tht u care?tell me..that awful thing u did..was it worth it?and when did u last walk in the rain?

Early mornings and I aren't on speaking term :P

brokenshard tagged me for a song.its damn hard to find one thou i can relate to a lot of lp's.nehow there's ths one song i woke upto evryday for quite a while in college..turned on as loud as i cud get away with in the early mornings ofcourse :D

man i must hv listened to ths cd abt a gazillion times!! nething slower and i'd nevr evr hv woken up!

okay okay my turn now..i tag lucidlyawake, sadaf, saadat and shantanu.pick a song tht decribes or relates to u.hv fun :wink:

edit-songs picked:
sadaf-comment
saadat

I don't wanna know..

tonite on the way to univ my mom asked me if i wnted to study in the states.i mumbled 'sure', not really paying attention (see jus stuff..).she sed ok then we'll send u there.my sister chose ths inopportune moment to start laughing hysterically (i think all kid sisters shud be lynched..now who's wid me?).mid tomorrow so i brushed her supreme highness off (i swear, wht wid her farewell tonite and all, she's become evn more highnessly) and left for the library (weird phase..who the hell studies in the library neways? unless he's a hostilite or a candidate fer the asylum, which is kinda the same thing..poor souls).

its not till im waiting to be picked up tht it occurs to me tht perhaps i shud find out wht my mom is up to.while i'm still debating on whether it is worth it (see fight) my car comes up.once again she asks me if i wnt to go to the states fer studies.nope.not biting.ofcourse nothing can be avoided tht easily so i find out neways.crap.

maybe i shud jst focus on the kid sis lynching campaign..u kno use my frustration fer the good of mankind and all.

btw pakistan won..i'm still not into cricket but i tell u there are certain disadvantages to knowing so many indians..they nevr fail to bug me abt india winning so i've had to atleast hv a little more info. abt cricket these days than normal (little more info=who won).naah..i know all abt the brilliant finish in the match b4 ths and afridis superb playing in ths match..somehow evryone jst finds out ur not completely disinterested nemore and then they go on and on and on and on abt cricket...sigh.lol.

okay bell..means kukker's bck..means i hv to pretend to study or she'll give me a headache talking abt her farewell.and i'm not mean..u hvn't heard her talk..once she starts..

*shudders at the thought and exits quickly*

*growl*

Dying

so u want a new post huh?U CAN'T HANDLE A NEW POST!!

ths ws supposed to be a full time whine post but i've cooled down so i'm gonna go now.

wait wait..found an old kindergarden&nbs p;friend on orkut..or she found me.whtevr.mid ws ew..for some reason i made a BCG matrix using google products and the only *latest* case of illegality and unethical business practices i cud come up wid ws enron's.i really need to start remembering names and not jst news stories coz its really getting me messed up here.how the hell do u remember names?also who ppl are..and phone numbers..and maybe perhaps ur own birthday..auron ki to door ki baat hai.maybe in the process someone cud also teach me the difference between sugar and salt..aur haan ppl are wayy too shallow.

acha ab paka going.warna this post getting very paindoo (ha! jaise abhi kam hai)..one of the more annoying bloggers in my head..please iggy.

Greatest rock songs

digitaldreamdoor:

1. Stairway to Heaven - Led Zeppelin
2. Johnny B. Goode - Chuck Berry
3. Like A Rolling Stone - Bob Dylan
4. Respect - Aretha Franklin
5. Satisfaction - Rolling Stones
6. Jailhouse Rock - Elvis Presley
7. A Day In The Life - Beatles
8. Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen
9. Good Vibrations - Beach Boys
10. What'd I Say - Ray Charles
11. Papa's Got A Brand New Bag - James Brown
12. Won't Get Fooled Again - Who
13. All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix
14. Dock Of The Bay - Otis Redding
15. Imagine - John Lennon
16. Born To Run - Bruce Springsteen
17. Layla - Derek & the Dominos
18. Light My Fire - Doors
19. I Heard It Through The Grapevine - Marvin Gaye
20. Free Bird - Lynyrd Skynyrd
21. Whole Lotta Shakin' Goin' On - Jerry Lee Lewis
22. When A Man Loves A Woman - Percy Sledge
23. Hotel California - Eagles
24. Rock Around the Clock - Bill Haley & Comets
25. Smoke On The Water - Deep Purple
26. You Really Got Me - Kinks
27. American Pie - Don McLean
28. Time - Pink Floyd
29. Tutti Frutti - Little Richard
30. Sympathy For The Devil - Rolling Stones
31. Superstition - Stevie Wonder
32. Louie Louie - The Kingsmen
33. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
34. Bo Diddley - Bo Diddley
35. Whole Lotta Love - Led Zeppelin
36. Don't Be Cruel - Elvis Presley
37. You Shook Me All Night Long - AC/DC
38. Purple Haze - Jimi Hendrix
39. Shake, Rattle & Roll - Big Joe Turner
40. Summertime Blues - Eddie Cochran
41. Walk This Way - Aerosmith
42. Sunshine Of Your Love - Cream
43. In The Midnight Hour - Wilson Pickett
44. Whiter Shade of Pale - Procol Harum
45. Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N Roses
46. Let's Go Crazy - Prince
47. Everyday People - Sly & The Family Stone
48. Baba O'Riley - The Who
49. Hey Jude - Beatles
50. What's Goin' On - Marvin Gaye
51. Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton
52. Oh Pretty Woman - Roy Orbison
53. Roundabout - Yes
54. Good Golly, Miss Molly - Little Richard
55. Bye Bye Love - The Everly Brothers
56. Born To Be Wild - Steppenwolf
57. Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd
58. Thunder Road - Bruce Springsteen
59. Sixty Minute Man - The Dominoes
60. Voodoo Child (slight return) - Jimi Hendrix
61. November Rain - Guns N Roses
62. One Nation Under A Groove - Funkadelic
63. Dust In The Wind - Kansas
64. House Of The Rising Sun - Animals
65. Mr. Tambourine Man - Byrds
66. Please, Please, Please - James Brown
67. Slow Ride - Foghat
68. One - Metallica
69. Somebody To Love - Jefferson Airplane
70. My Generation - The Who
71. Bridge Over Troubled Water - Simon & Garfunkel
72. Crossroads - Cream
73. Blue Suede Shoes - Carl Perkins
74. With Or Without You - U2
75. More Than A Feeling - Boston
76. We Will Rock You - Queen
77. Go Your Own Way - Fleetwood Mac
78. 21st Century Schizoid Man - King Crimson
79. Mystery Train - Elvis Presley
80. Suite: Judy Blue Eyes - CSN
81. Show Me The Way - Peter Frampton
82. Where Did Our Love Go - Supremes
83. My My Hey Hey (Out Of The Blue) - Neil Young
84. Money - Pink Floyd
85. Ziggy Stardust - David Bowie
86. Walk On The Wild Side - Lou Reed
87. Stand! - Sly & The Family Stone
88. Sultans Of Swing - Dire Straits
89. That'll Be The Day - Buddy Holly & The Crickets
90. Dream On - Aerosmith
91. Every Breath You Take - Police
92. Jesus Christ Pose - Soundgarden
93. For What It's Worth - Buffalo Springfield
94. Lucky Man - Emerson, Lake & Palmer
95. All Day And All Of The Night - Kinks
96. Tom Sawyer - Rush
97. Tangled Up In Blue - Bob Dylan
98. Kick Out The Jams - MC5
99. Kashmir - Led Zeppelin
100. All Right Now - Free
101. Be Bop A Lula - Gene Vincent
102. Back In Black - AC/DC
103. Money Honey - Clyde McPhatter & The Drifters
104. Runaway - Del Shannon
105. London Calling - The Clash
106. Eight Miles High - Byrds
107. Aqualung - Jethro Tull
108. School Day - Chuck Berry
109. Heroin - Velvet Underground
110. Green Onions - Booker T. & The MG's
111. Goodbye Yellow Brick Road - Elton John
112. The Joker - Steve Miller Band
113. Barracuda - Heart
114. I Get Around - Beach Boys
115. Child In Time - Deep Purple
116. White Rabbit - Jefferson Airplane
117. Free Ride - Edgar Winter Group
118. Long Cool Woman In A Black Dress - Hollies
119. Hallowed Be Thy Name - Iron Maiden
120. American Woman - Guess Who
121. Wake Up Little Susie - The Everly Brothers
122. Gimme Shelter - Rolling Stones
123. I'm Walkin - Fats Domino
124. Heat Wave - Martha & The Vandellas
125. Rock & Roll All Night - KISS
126. It's Your Thing - Isley Brothers
127. Reach Out, I'll Be There - Four Tops
128. White Room - Cream
129. Blitzkreig Bop - Ramones
130. Paranoid - Black Sabbath
131. Money For Nothing - Dire Straits
132. Jeremy - Pearl Jam
133. Old Time Rock & Roll - Bob Seger
134. Lola - Kinks
135. Hold On, I'm Comin' - Sam & Dave
136. The Weight - The Band
137. Whipping Post - Allman Brothers
138. Refugee - Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers
139. Magic Carpet Ride - Steppenwolf
140. Welcome To The Jungle - Guns n Roses
141. Purple Rain - Prince
142. No Woman No Cry - Bob Marley
143. Don't Fear The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult
144. Paranoid Android - Radiohead
145. Psychotic Reaction - Count Five
146. Chain Gang - Sam Cooke
147. Bang A Gong, Get It On - T-Rex
148. Teardrops From My Eyes - Ruth Brown
149. Nights In White Satin - Moody Blues
150. Strawberry Fields Forever - Beatles
151. Peggy Sue - Buddy Holly & The Crickets
152. Sweet Home Alabama - Lynyrd Skynyrd
153. Like A Hurricane - Neil Young
154. Gimmie Some Lovin' - Spencer Davis Group
155. Lawdy Miss Clawdy - Lloyd Price
156. In A Gadda Da Vida - Iron Butterfly
157. Paradise By The Dashboard Light - Meat Loaf
158. California Dreamin' - Mamas & Papas
159. Jump - Van Halen
160. Work With Me Annie - The Midnighters

360.yahoo.com

i've known abt 360 for weeks now.wht i didn't know ws tht it ws on an invite basis..going the google way.private blog settings.people search (sort of like an amalgam of the people search engines on hi5, orkut and othr communities).the share photos thing (think spaces).who's online feature.more blah.not a bad place.beta.

meanwhile the forum (seminar) for my site's host has been taken ovr.it is so damn amusing.a pissed off script kiddie ('my site was defaced'..whine whine)..the script kiddie hater ('I hate script kiddies assholes who find exploits and tear up boards')..and the indifferent forum administrator ('Im glad this has happened').lol!

Happy April Fools Day!!

hokay gmail'll be upt o 2GB in a few hrs now..check out their site http://gmail.google.com" title="http://gmail.google.com" target="_blank"http://gmail.google.com.and check out ur gmail account as well..its rising! yahoo's gonna go fer 1GB soon. 

LOL!god i'm laughing for NO reason.i shudn't post here.hv to save up for my marathon blog see.hehe..i jst got told tht ws extreme.and he had NO IDEA jst how much!

btw ring 2 SUX!! oh wht the hell..i will write later but rite now i gotta go..argue abt the legality of april 1st?? sheesh!!